today is indeed a not-so-good day for me.
1st, i sent this stupid sms to someone i regard as 'good-friend' (but it seems like it's a one-sided thing) n we somehow got into silly misunderstands(i suppose itz a one-sided thought TOO). well, as usual i know he wun be bothered to msg n explain further...so just let it be! if my heart was to be questioned for the truth...it definitely hurts, it's disappointing too. BUT again, what else can i do?
2nd, i wish i'm able to find this 'magic potion' n put some 'green', 'old', 'horrible' monsters to sleep so that they can keep their big, fat mouth SHUT. it is simply a.n.n.o.y.i.n.g! god knows there's this typical trait of a scorpio in ME which can be more revengeful n 'spiteful' than that stupid.little.brainless.married scorpio! i really feel like giving her a big slap *piak* piak* piak* to make her awake n stop thinking that she has a 'good' friend to back her up. rubbish! i just couldn't stand 'some ppl' who can act so differently within such a short period of time JUST BECAUSE she is so naive (at that kind of age?), to think in such a FUNNY way! haiya..enuf of venting my anger here. take a deep breath n *full-stop*
btw, how does it feel to miss someone?
maybe i've long lost 'touch' with this part of emotion in me. *LoL*
i watched 'failure to launch' last sat n the one-n-only sentence that i STILL remember vividly is 'u r afraid of love'. it is simply the *perfect* phrase to describe what i've been feeling, what i've been afraid to admit. perhaps i'm seeking for a *perfect* kind of love....compatibility, chemistry n security. but does this kinda love exist? i suppose these criterias n.e.v.e.r come in a package. that's why i always feel *something* is *missing* in almost every possible relationships that i came across.
posted by denise.y*y @ 9:14 PM
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hmm.. wonder who's u exasperated at?? Big fat mouth eh.. ok i'll observe later in the lab *wink*
Whats that feeling u have for love?? CCS, yeah, i'll keep that in mind for you..
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