Saturday, April 15, 2006

my *dreams*...my *thoughts*

Here's my *nite shift* again..my 1st nite =) thank god tonite is not busy coz itz a GOOD friday ;-)
i had an *arguement* with someone yday...a silly arguement that made both of us upset but we managed to make things *alrite* again after our confessions that both actually care, hence the disappointment....dun u agree this statement ; "d more u care, d more u mind about whether or not the person cares back the same way"?

This is quoted from my horoscope forecast in one of my coming days :

Nobody but nobody likes to suffer. But everybody does suffer sometimes. Sometimes it's even good for you. For example, if you know you have to suffer for your art, your career, your relationship and it turns out you're willing to do it, then you know that you art/career/relationship is really worth a lot to you. This knowledge can help your determination and make it that much more likely that you will get what you want.

My opinion :
I do agree when it says if u r willing to suffer becoz of certain "thing", that means "it" means sthg to u. but whether or not the 'thing' worths the sacrifice is truly another issue. *sigh

i'm getting impatient...impatient of my future, my career, my dreams
time seems to go real slow (not really, coz it has almost been one year since i started working - that means only another a year to go!)
itz true to say that not everyone is fortunate to hav everything goes their way (as planned). well, im not sure about others but at least i know im NOwhere near the "fortunate zone".

yes, i know i know that everyone has been telling me to be patient to achieve what i want in life.
it's actually this "yet-to-be-materialised" dream that ALWAYS makes me think twice of getting myself into a committed relationship. i wish to hav someone

* who see thgs the same way as i do
* who understds my dreams n how imp they are 2me n most importantly,
* someone who believes in me that they are not just dreams!

if i were to sacrifice 'sth' in my life in order to pursue my dreams...relationship will definitely be the first to go =( here i go again. im never convinced that marriage is one of the elements that complete a woman's life. not until i manage to find *someone* who is able to change this perspective of mine, which is UNLIKELY ;-) with that, i rest my case....

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