a nite to remember =)
*yippie*! itz my *last* nite in biochem...n after tonite, my nex nite shift would probably in a few mths times (in a different section). im not too sure whether itz a good/bad thing. i like doing nite shifts *sigh
there r so many things to blog...my trip...my thoughts about what happened lately n my thoughts about what happened to my fellow frens lately....but words are bottled within me, myself n 'i' =(
someone asked me whether do i feel nervous awaiting for my transfer to haematology section. my answer is no. but then again....i hav to ask myself....how things would turn out to be over there? i dislike machine, i dislike microscopy work...n y would anyone believe me when i tell them the reason i ask for a transfer is because of my interest in haematology section? *nonsense* it takes a fool to believe a fool *LoL* im gonna miss quest...alot n alot...as well as my fellow colleagues at biochem (oh well, except for a few;-)) itz true to say that sometimes after knowing someone for long (maybe it doesn't even take that long), u'll realise that the person doesn't appear 2b the someone u thought she should be. in other words, someone whom u tot can be easy-going is just someone who haven't got the chance to show her *true-colours* yet n it is definitely *more* in her than her *simple* superficial self. i hate to c the evil side of human n i hate it more to think this bad way about others. but itz just how some ppl make me feel about them *sigh
well, i wun even know when will b the next time i'd blog coz i think the last few blogs i posted were during my nite shift. wun even hav the mood to online at home coz i dun hav to check my emails (since i've oredi inactivated all my email accounts except for my yahoo mail) n i can't use my hotmail acc. to access msn. but then again, the inactivation is invalid if *someone* ever login to those accounts within these 30days. talking about my email accounts. i wonder y i just couldn't change the password for my yahoo mail..*sigh itz just yet another account to be hacked..or perhaps it has oredi been hacked since zillion years ago *duh! i wonder..n i wonder when can i ever gain back my *freedom* accessing to internet =(
for an unknown reason (o in fact, itz an obvious reason that i duwan to face), i feel this weird feeling whenever ic june. perhaps i dun really like her at the very 1st place n 2nd, she was the reason why the *someone* betrayed my trust. *someone* who is so far far away from my heart. *someone* who had never appreciate me n oso the *someone* whom i tot of whenever it comes to those stupid songs in my ipod *sigh -it takes time n i think im coping well-
-signed off @ 0506-
posted by denise.y*y @ 3:47 AM
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