a lesson 2b learned (the *hard* way)
i feel *s.a.d*b.a.d*s.a.d* (indeed)...- *s.a.d* coz im disappointed with myself for making such a H.U.G.E mistake
- *b.a.d* coz i've caused so much trouble which leads to mimi (still) writing d report at this hour =(
im feeling so-so-so helpless coz for a moment...i was totally lost! what actually made me felt d big *pang* rite on my face was the comment made by stacey ; "shouldn't a *trained* med-tech knows about the critical results of a patient?". i start to doubt my ability as a med-tech...my work for the past few months n my confidence in the future days to come.
i dun actually feel better even though mimi told me to take it easy n itz *ok* coz i've been convincing myself (in a stupid way) that itz *not ok* at all =( i guess itz harder to overcome myself than overcoming others.
i dunno what can make me feel (at least) better...but im thankful for the encouraging [n] consolation words given by my colleagues (2b exact; the biochem staffs - no doubt, they are always the dearest to me)

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