*leave me alone*
*guys* are simply o.b.n.o.x.i.o.u.s!
posted by denise.y*y @ 11:44 PM
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Precious-[n]-Perfect
Monday, April 24, 2006
Monday, April 17, 2006
*if love is out of the Q*
juz when i was browsing thru' the lyrics @ azlyrics.com, one of d titles caught my attention n the title is "if love is out of the question"...whoa..the lyrics definitely brought me back to *hell* for a second...so here it goes ;
U bought me flowers n u sold me a line
U gave me compliments n too much wine
I've played that game...I know all the moves
U show emotion but u hide what u feel
U play the innocent but I've watched u steal
I rest my case....u stand accused
But I must confess I was quite impressed
U seduced me with your easy charm
And I must admit I could fall for it
But if love is out of the question
There's no point to this affection
I gotta have more than ecstasy
Make me believe
I'm all u'll ever need
Make me believe
Coz if love is out of the question
Put a little heart to your intention
I gotta have more than ecstasy
Make me believe
I'm all u'll ever need
U talk in circles when I need a straight line
U've got principles n I've got mine
We all need commitment that's all I ask
(Is that a crime?)
And I must confess I was quite impressed
I was losing to your winning ways
But I must resist there's no point to this
Coz if love is out of the question I just gotta stop
Little point to this affection I just wanna stop
It makes no sense to carry on like this
If there's nothing between us u don't know what u'll miss
No love
There's no love
Baby it's true
There's NO love
U gave me compliments n too much wine
I've played that game...I know all the moves
U show emotion but u hide what u feel
U play the innocent but I've watched u steal
I rest my case....u stand accused
But I must confess I was quite impressed
U seduced me with your easy charm
And I must admit I could fall for it
But if love is out of the question
There's no point to this affection
I gotta have more than ecstasy
Make me believe
I'm all u'll ever need
Make me believe
Coz if love is out of the question
Put a little heart to your intention
I gotta have more than ecstasy
Make me believe
I'm all u'll ever need
U talk in circles when I need a straight line
U've got principles n I've got mine
We all need commitment that's all I ask
(Is that a crime?)
And I must confess I was quite impressed
I was losing to your winning ways
But I must resist there's no point to this
Coz if love is out of the question I just gotta stop
Little point to this affection I just wanna stop
It makes no sense to carry on like this
If there's nothing between us u don't know what u'll miss
No love
There's no love
Baby it's true
There's NO love
posted by denise.y*y @ 1:32 AM
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a *bad* day...
im simply *pissed*
juz when i was checking my profile @ friendster, i realised my first testimonial is *gone*
*sob.sob*
i wonder whether is it done by some *mysterious- jealous-monster* or itz the prob with the system (friendster always giv prob)
n gosh...when i was in the train heading home after my nite shift, i realised that i din log off my msn....n i gotta called back to the lab to ask *someone* to log it off for me...someone whom im not too sure whether or not to trust *him*
apart from all the bad things described above, there's another one to follow. i login to my msn n saw someone in his online mode...im not surprised that he din msg me....but plz la..not to the extent of having to go offline upon seeing me online. such *hypocrite*.*lamer*.*coward*! duwan to tok then dun tok lor, not as if i will be so thick-skinned to msg him or what. hmph! =(
well well, just when im typing *this* n thinking that nth can gets better....i receive this sms fr *someone*, that immediately put a smile on my face...im told to refer to this song 'if u asked me to' by celine dion....not too sure what it means until i check out the lyrics...whoa! so so *sweet* - thanks 'dear' =)
juz when i was checking my profile @ friendster, i realised my first testimonial is *gone*
*sob.sob*
i wonder whether is it done by some *mysterious- jealous-monster* or itz the prob with the system (friendster always giv prob)
n gosh...when i was in the train heading home after my nite shift, i realised that i din log off my msn....n i gotta called back to the lab to ask *someone* to log it off for me...someone whom im not too sure whether or not to trust *him*
apart from all the bad things described above, there's another one to follow. i login to my msn n saw someone in his online mode...im not surprised that he din msg me....but plz la..not to the extent of having to go offline upon seeing me online. such *hypocrite*.*lamer*.*coward*! duwan to tok then dun tok lor, not as if i will be so thick-skinned to msg him or what. hmph! =(
well well, just when im typing *this* n thinking that nth can gets better....i receive this sms fr *someone*, that immediately put a smile on my face...im told to refer to this song 'if u asked me to' by celine dion....not too sure what it means until i check out the lyrics...whoa! so so *sweet* - thanks 'dear' =)
posted by denise.y*y @ 1:08 AM
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
my *dreams*...my *thoughts*
Here's my *nite shift* again..my 1st nite =) thank god tonite is not busy coz itz a GOOD friday ;-)i had an *arguement* with someone yday...a silly arguement that made both of us upset but we managed to make things *alrite* again after our confessions that both actually care, hence the disappointment....dun u agree this statement ; "d more u care, d more u mind about whether or not the person cares back the same way"?
This is quoted from my horoscope forecast in one of my coming days :
Nobody but nobody likes to suffer. But everybody does suffer sometimes. Sometimes it's even good for you. For example, if you know you have to suffer for your art, your career, your relationship and it turns out you're willing to do it, then you know that you art/career/relationship is really worth a lot to you. This knowledge can help your determination and make it that much more likely that you will get what you want.
My opinion :
I do agree when it says if u r willing to suffer becoz of certain "thing", that means "it" means sthg to u. but whether or not the 'thing' worths the sacrifice is truly another issue. *sigh
i'm getting impatient...impatient of my future, my career, my dreams
time seems to go real slow (not really, coz it has almost been one year since i started working - that means only another a year to go!)
itz true to say that not everyone is fortunate to hav everything goes their way (as planned). well, im not sure about others but at least i know im NOwhere near the "fortunate zone".
itz true to say that not everyone is fortunate to hav everything goes their way (as planned). well, im not sure about others but at least i know im NOwhere near the "fortunate zone".
yes, i know i know that everyone has been telling me to be patient to achieve what i want in life.
it's actually this "yet-to-be-materialised" dream that ALWAYS makes me think twice of getting myself into a committed relationship. i wish to hav someone
* who see thgs the same way as i do
* who understds my dreams n how imp they are 2me n most importantly,
* someone who believes in me that they are not just dreams!
if i were to sacrifice 'sth' in my life in order to pursue my dreams...relationship will definitely be the first to go =( here i go again. im never convinced that marriage is one of the elements that complete a woman's life. not until i manage to find *someone* who is able to change this perspective of mine, which is UNLIKELY ;-) with that, i rest my case....
posted by denise.y*y @ 3:09 AM
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Monday, April 10, 2006
in *dilemma*
what will u do if someone who seems to be the right one for u is oso someone who cannot be the right one for u? let's not make things complicated....if someone seems to be treating u all the right way...BUT
* juz too rational to allow u to be childish for even once?
* someone who dun see the importance of talking online
* someone who dun get the point when u wan him to accompany u to chat for another 15mins?
although everything seems to be fine...but somehow...there is still *sth* amiss....but again, *nothing is perfect* n i can't expect this to be an xception, rite?
i know there r many others who would accompany me to chat till dawn if ever i tell them im not sleepy. but sad to say, the *someone* i want is not included in the many ones who are willing to do that for me *sigh
perhaps itz time to differentiate between the limitation in a relationship n in a friendship? but i tot a relationship should 'comprise' more than what a friendship can give...im simply *confused*
p/s: thank god im still s.i.n.g.l.e =)
* juz too rational to allow u to be childish for even once?
* someone who dun see the importance of talking online
* someone who dun get the point when u wan him to accompany u to chat for another 15mins?
although everything seems to be fine...but somehow...there is still *sth* amiss....but again, *nothing is perfect* n i can't expect this to be an xception, rite?
i know there r many others who would accompany me to chat till dawn if ever i tell them im not sleepy. but sad to say, the *someone* i want is not included in the many ones who are willing to do that for me *sigh
perhaps itz time to differentiate between the limitation in a relationship n in a friendship? but i tot a relationship should 'comprise' more than what a friendship can give...im simply *confused*
p/s: thank god im still s.i.n.g.l.e =)
posted by denise.y*y @ 1:18 AM
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
my *nite shift*
itz 3.55am right now...im glad tat i hav the time to actually blog BUT im predicting specimens to be arriving *non-stop* in the next half an hour till i finish my shift at 730am *sigh
it has been a busy nite for me n for others...busy till the extent tat i hav no time to even login my msn...no time to do my filing at 12midnite, no time to run my QC at 1am sharp. i tot my yday's shift was a bad one..din expect today 2b worse...LoL...im kinda phobia to work nite shift anymore. well again, it gotta depends on who my partner is....oh forget it...dun wanna mention who is my partner for tonite =(
i know i've *let go* of sth....*sth* tat used 2mean *alot* 2me....but rite now...im not too sure whether *it* still has any meaning in my life. i was listening to savage garden's *don't know u anymore* on my way to work. i felt *sad* for awhile, knowing tat sumtimes, when sth is over, there is no other way to deceive myself that there is still *hope*. in fact, im *happy* to hav *someone* who loves me for who i am, *pampers* me in a way tat i've never ever dream of, n the list goes on n on =)
i hav been hesitating for the past few days whether or not to apply for a transfer to haematology section. but i know i hav made the right decision for myself upon seeing the changes at *monster-land*, d *obnoxious* pressure from *someone*, ETC... although it simply means i hav to start all over again after working for a year...but y should i let go such an opportunity to fulfil my *desired* 2years working experience?
posted by denise.y*y @ 3:57 AM
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