Tuesday, May 30, 2006

...

juz when i was about to blog n then my mind gone blank, i came across this song on the radio yday nite...n it almost gt me into tears =( i guess the lyrics best xplains it all...

"Almost Here" - Brian McFadden feat. Delta Goodrem

Did I hear you right
Coz I thought you said
Let's think it over

You hav been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding thru' the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Coz you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears, coz I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

posted by denise.y*y @ 4:53 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

my *second nite*

yeah!itz my 2nd nite n i can go home 2sleep soundly after 730am + a day off tmr =)
had been BUSY after my break till now...finally hav the time to do what i planned to do earlier ; 2 update my blog ;-) *yawnz*
plan 2take a cab home after my shift...to hav my beauty sleep coz gonna hav dinner with my *dear* tonite =) im kinda touched coz someone is actually willing to come all the way to jurong point to hav dinner with me esp when the person is not living anywhere near west area. none of my frens hav ever do this to me but insisted on going to city area JUZ BECOZ itz nowhere near my place=( but for this time round, the reason is solely becoz itz my off-nite n itz near my place *grinz* at 1st it was only a thought to suggest having dinner at jurong point, but i din expect it to be suggested b4 i manage to say anything. well, i din wan to be selfish as well. in conclusion, itz such a *warm* feeling when ppl care when u least expect them to.
n im glad that my appetite has 'shrunk' lately...itz a good sign coz it simply means im no longer depressed ;-) but too bad, my appetite seems to hav passed down to *someone* else. LoL~
after what hav had happened for the past few mths, im more convinced with the phrase stating tat 'everything happens for a reason' n 'the best is yet to come' =) sometimes, there r certain things that are never meant to be in ur life coz god knows it better than us, that He has better things in store for us... something better...something that we deserve better .... n im glad to hav this *someone* special in my life ;-)
i guess after my this blog....those who r close to me should hav a rough idea on what im hinting about what had happened to me 'lately' ;-)

posted by denise.y*y @ 4:57 AM 0 comments