i'm *tired*
just reached home after work....yes n now the time is 9:13pm
n im waiting for d bathroom 2b *vacant* so that i can take my hot shower n hav a *good* rest =)
but right now...i think i need to *pour* out my inner feelings after a *long* day at work
i sms someone to ask whether is he ignoring my sms since i haven't been receiving a single reply after i sent off the msg at 8+ this morning. it has already been 12 hours! then i got this long reply claiming that im thinking too much n no, he is not ignoring me and he din know im taking timings. duh! n yes, i do *time* the reply of the msgs i send off and yes, he told me that he rmb abt the promise he made abt not ignoring my sms no matter how bad things appear 2b =)
for no reason, i feel like crying after reading his reply....NO, im not touched to tears....im just alil' unhappy coz i wonder y im always made to feel so unsure about what is really going on...perhaps the word 'assurance' is best fit into the pic. *assurance* is sth u feel when even if the person is not replying u or MIA, u wun feel neglected or ignored in any possible way coz u r very sure that the person has got sth to do but at the same time, always keep u close to her/his heart.
my fren told me that she did something *stupid* yday n even though she knows itz wrong, but *still*, she did it. it sounds so familiar....in fact, isn't it sth that i hav always been doing? *LoL
sometimes, (perhaps itz most of the time) our *rationale* tends to listen to the *heart* instead of the *mind*....but again, who can always hav a clear mind when it comes to a matter of the heart? women tend to be so weak n indecisive when it involves someone dear to her heart...a matter of *should* or *should not*....knowing that it is wrong but still doing it *again* n *again*. is this really our fault or? we r doing it out of wilfulness or itz juz one of our many weaknesses? im too tired to find out the answer coz i know itz always *easier said than done*.
perhaps i hav to admit that no matter how bad i assume things to be, there is still a lil' space at the corner of my heart hoping for a *miracle* to happen....hoping that thgs are not as bad as i assume them 2b...n yes! im indeed waiting for my this so-called *miracle* to come true n there i'll be d happiest girl in the world! ;-)
im simply touched by wat jesslyn has done today =)
when the courier uncle gav me the parcel, i tot itz some kind of cake jesslyn bought 4me (since i complained 2 her in the morning that i was disappointed coz i tot it was cake she bought for us last sat). but later when i opened it.....it was watermelon in a container + a fork...how sweet! haha! itz really a matter of sincerity that touches our hearts instead of how expensive or luxury the gift is....BUT too bad, i left the container in the fridge at the tearoom =(
n im waiting for d bathroom 2b *vacant* so that i can take my hot shower n hav a *good* rest =)
but right now...i think i need to *pour* out my inner feelings after a *long* day at work
i sms someone to ask whether is he ignoring my sms since i haven't been receiving a single reply after i sent off the msg at 8+ this morning. it has already been 12 hours! then i got this long reply claiming that im thinking too much n no, he is not ignoring me and he din know im taking timings. duh! n yes, i do *time* the reply of the msgs i send off and yes, he told me that he rmb abt the promise he made abt not ignoring my sms no matter how bad things appear 2b =)
* guys always claim that we think too much...but i tot itz always them who make us think (too much - too much of the unnecessary silly thgs)
for no reason, i feel like crying after reading his reply....NO, im not touched to tears....im just alil' unhappy coz i wonder y im always made to feel so unsure about what is really going on...perhaps the word 'assurance' is best fit into the pic. *assurance* is sth u feel when even if the person is not replying u or MIA, u wun feel neglected or ignored in any possible way coz u r very sure that the person has got sth to do but at the same time, always keep u close to her/his heart.
my fren told me that she did something *stupid* yday n even though she knows itz wrong, but *still*, she did it. it sounds so familiar....in fact, isn't it sth that i hav always been doing? *LoL
sometimes, (perhaps itz most of the time) our *rationale* tends to listen to the *heart* instead of the *mind*....but again, who can always hav a clear mind when it comes to a matter of the heart? women tend to be so weak n indecisive when it involves someone dear to her heart...a matter of *should* or *should not*....knowing that it is wrong but still doing it *again* n *again*. is this really our fault or? we r doing it out of wilfulness or itz juz one of our many weaknesses? im too tired to find out the answer coz i know itz always *easier said than done*.
but one thing for sure ; a guy should *NEVER* ever make a girl feels the way she hates to feel (let alone makes her cry)
perhaps i hav to admit that no matter how bad i assume things to be, there is still a lil' space at the corner of my heart hoping for a *miracle* to happen....hoping that thgs are not as bad as i assume them 2b...n yes! im indeed waiting for my this so-called *miracle* to come true n there i'll be d happiest girl in the world! ;-)
im simply touched by wat jesslyn has done today =)
when the courier uncle gav me the parcel, i tot itz some kind of cake jesslyn bought 4me (since i complained 2 her in the morning that i was disappointed coz i tot it was cake she bought for us last sat). but later when i opened it.....it was watermelon in a container + a fork...how sweet! haha! itz really a matter of sincerity that touches our hearts instead of how expensive or luxury the gift is....BUT too bad, i left the container in the fridge at the tearoom =(
posted by denise.y*y @ 9:14 PM
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